Yet another year has wedged itself between us and our son. It is 4 years today since we held him in our arms for the final time. Time continues to tick by no matter how much we plead it to stop, feeling more distanced from him and yet holding the same immense love and want for him.
The past couple of months have been a stark reminder to me as to how crippling our despair and emotions can be and how they can stop me from functioning. My family have been amazing, with my boys particularly picking up the brunt of it all, giving plenty of cuddles and bringing me lots of tissues. It is not how I wanted their childhood to be, but I know that is what family is for.
Thank you once again to all the messages of support we have received, we do need them to help get us through.
Forever in our hearts
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